arttistic's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A burden cloaked I have no idea why this immense hatred of going back home is with me. All I have been feeling is like I am somebody else�s burden and I couldn�t stop crying. This is the first time in over a month that I feel so down when I couldn�t pick � up my own plate and walked simultaneously. Managed a hell of a good row with my mother. I need to leave this place. It�s keeping me stressed and unsafe. The floors are so slippery that now I understand why I slipped over last time. I still cant figure out how did I brave the current in KLCC and Low Yatt for 5 hours 2 days ago. Alone and unwatched. I have been trying to have a positive life but somehow I think my mother is being so passive of the whole surgery, it hurts. I need to go away and fix my life till I can walk properly. I need my dad. And I will sleep dreaming of nothingness tonight. 9:17 p.m. - 2005-10-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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