arttistic's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- she thinks The kid they were talking to was actually handling the project alone. They didn't know. A client wanted to speak to Fareh's secretary today. They got her. No, she's not his secretary, she's his engineer. She got that a lot. His 'secretary' the client spoke to is actually the manager of the project. The system integrator. The kid who play around her subcontractors with her fingers. The girl who actually pointing around TELLING her subcons WHAT to do. And smiled when she smacked them. They didn't know that she is mostly 15 years younger than them. She can do it but she's unable to hide her inexperience. She despised it. She works alone like a maniac. Thank God she's a girl. She had to take the advantage/opporturnities from some people who pitied her. She doesn't care. This time, unlike few projects before, she thinks she can strive and excel beyond her boss' expectation. There's no looking back this time. Even though the project calls for highly technical works, she took the challenge and paid for it. The price? Sleepless night thinking about the procedures, plans, schedules, strategies to present it to the client. She dreams of technical papers, process drawings on the soon-to-be-build Oil Terminal Plant every night. How sad can that be.. She feels so young to be entrusted to this job. 60 million ringgit is a lot of money. She could drown a company if she fails to propose the right figure. She wonders everyday where can she go from here. Of how long can she hold to this job that controls her life. She harbors the worries if her partner would stand to cope with her way of life should they were to be together one day. She has dreams too. She doesn't want to be locked down here forever. She realizes there are things that are more important in life than work. She knows she wont be long here.. and she prays hard that she wont make a mistake. 6:45 p.m. - 2003-09-08 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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