arttistic's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- it WAS stormy.... At about 5 a.m. in the morning today, a certain somebody told me that I am: 1) Hugely ambitious My answer to each verdict was : 1) True And the reply that I got was... "the fact that you argue about that confirms me that you are not loyal".. oh! shit! Well baby...that's where you are wrong. Live with me..devote your life to my needs, i'll show you what loyalty means. In the most biblical sense of word... "You just dont know what loyal is all about yet.." "Maybe....*trying efforlessly not to think about it*...*well, actually , I dont give a damn*" Was told in that same night that I'm a very translucent person...and a person who only intrigue about wanting, but at the same refuse to have that feeling.... I just kept quiet...why don't you rip my heart and see what's inside? All that happened after one stormy raging moment, a demonstration that left me smiling cynically throughout the whole charade, managed to deep heavy stain the red sofa, that horror look I gave afterwards and that senseless time that shook the hell out of me...then I drove home, half asleep.. took a nap...sated. Aw, man! Was I really that brave? :) 7:26 p.m. - 2002-06-10 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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