arttistic's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- couldn't say it was a right move I am in a big trouble. I have got to stop this obsession. Salah ke layan orang bercakap? To those who know me personally would know this. That I am actually very very chatty. There's always things to blab or ramble about. Jovial or not.. I am always chatty. Pretty hard to believe isn't it? But.. Some people just couldn't see things straight. At an attempt to initially test a man's courage, it was mine who ended up tested. My innocent gestures and my big mouth have certainly caught somebody's attention. A little care that I showed earlier, as much as I would not want to believe, has provided me with greater care and a patient ear. The problem is : HE'S CUTE and I like him alot The major problem is: HE'S MY CLIENT (BIG ONE) The super major problem is: HE'S A MARRIED MAN The superduper major problem is: I COULDN'T SAY NO WHEN HE ASKED ME TO GO FOR A PRIVATE EXCLUSIVE DINNER IN PENANG NEXT WEEK. No, I don't like him in that way. I don't even have feelings for him. I harbor feelings for somebody else. I just admire him because of his intelligence, cute face and adorable personality. I don't want this attentions. But at this moment, I cannot say no. As a client, I need to protect him. Since there is no harm going for dinner together, I had to say yes. Susahnyaaa kerja sama-sama ni. I just I feel like an idiot..I started this. I should have seen this coming. I am weak ...*somber mode* Makkkk!!!!!!!!!!!! Apa aku dah buat ni?????? Bukan ke mak dah kata dulu jangan main dengan api? Nak main jugak ke? Err.................... 7:04 p.m. - 2002-10-24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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