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• Small, developing, sizeable company
• I get to further my Master's Degree in Construction (Project) Management.
• I have a GOOD prospect of becoming a manager in the next 2 years. I can run my way up there even though with less experience but more towards being seen with capabilities and skills.
• Abundant opportunities as the company will definitely grow. Only that I have to be the apple of me boss eyes. Hmm..
• I get to learn everything from scratch. I learn how to take charge and basically know what to do
• If I know how to kipas the boss, the salary is wayyyyyy damn good. Ok, I have to be good as well (this comes first).
• Of all the hard works and cons I have gone through, I will have to say that I am thankful because it made me more mature and stronger.
• I have an option of becoming a businesswoman ultimately, but it means no staying in Project Management team. I kinda have to.
• I get to be closer to my partner and won't leave my mother alone.
• Less political chaos only facing bitchy woman somewhere here. Hehehe..

• I will work till the end of the universe. I probably wont get married.
• I wont get involve full time in mega million projects or even stay in a team. I don't get the exposure I want.
• No courses or training will be provided. Self taught applied. If somebody kicked you and you fell, trial-and-error run shall be at function or you die.
• I HAVE (or be forced)  to learn everything from scratch. Everything has to be done the hard way. Bad start as there is no comfort for an on and off self starter like I am.
• No direct up-liner a.k.a mentor or somebody who can give me solutions. Somebody who does whatever I do. Practically, I work ALONE and it really sucks. I'm so tired of this.
• The claims suck... so does the salary. I don't know how to kipas the boss like some scheming-two faces- bitches here. Should probably polish on that skill.
• Ada discrimination ke? Ini my boss kena jawab. I wanna keep quiet. Hehehe..
• I have to design the darn tank. Warghhh!!!

• BIG Company
• Excellent trainings. Good God.. they even teach you how to be a manager, how to talk, to eat, to dress up and to handle simple things.
• Travel! Travel! Travel! Not frequent but to significant places. Paris.. London..Argentina.. yeah..as though I like so much traveling and jet lags..
• I can goyang kaki.Less work. Less responsibilities. Everything lays comfortably in front of you.
• More time to do mundane things to my self like reading, shopping, flirting and so on. Other words.. I WILL HAVE A LIFE.
• Salary for this year is just OK. Nothing fabulous but the damn bonuses could be up to 5 months. Benefits are superb considering the EPF, medication, optical, leaves, loans (car and house). They even interest subsidized the house loan.
• I will be working in a TEAM though doing the same thing like what I'm doing now. If ever I go, I have full hands of back-ups. No biggie. I cant eventually propose to let them have me involve in project management.
• I dont have to absorb all the mistakes alone. I can still be irresponsible and point fingers. That's bad, I know but easy life, heh? hmm...
• And of course, the exposure is more because the there will be teams and the company is BIG.

• It's in Pasir Gudang.
• Mommy will get lonely but I know she's OK with it and there's a greater chance of fading relationship with my partner now.
• Jangan mimpi le nak further study. The course exists only in KL.
• Desk works apart from traveling.... penat aaa..
• Too much political chaos between Sime scholars and non Sime scholars. Back stabbing and the rat race is everywhere.
• Instead of running, I'd be crawling to the top. Becoming a manager there seems impossible since I dont plan to stay there forever.
• In the next 5 years, I might still stay as an engineer, a senior one perhaps. And I don't want to be an engineer forever.. That is so bored. Yucks! Tak berkembang otak aku. Bosan.. bosan...
• Haunted by ceo's words.... I am afraid your loss will be greater than our loss if you stay in Sime.
• I have to work with women.. women... and more women... and I know although I am myself a woman, I wasn't trained to work with one, no matter how I long for a woman to accompany me doing works so we can gossip around and chill out together. I'm too used being brought up working around men and make a fool of myself. Hehe..