arttistic's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a glance on reality and yet 2 of my best friends are facing the milestone of their life. **Nurul is getting married** **Ida is forced out from a messy relationship and finally has to learn to stand on her dainty feet** I can't really fork out my emotions here when Nurul is dwelling her last days as a single woman. I am so happy for her and for her, I always believe that there's a happy ending for everything. Despite the lacks of here and there, they proved they made it in a short time frame. I, on the other hand, kinda amused by my own negligence when I doubted they were going going to make it. Fate, as always has its own funny way of twisting things around. Ida... how would I say this to her.. I don't think she needs me. I know i sound selfish leaving her like this but these are things that I have foreseen and warned her about. She somehow needs to leave everything behind and start on her own. I had my own personal reasons why I avoided her for almost a year. Screw the man who left you like this but I still think that you need to stand alone. I can guide you to where the right path is but I can't hold your hands anymore. Don't say I never tried. It's high time to be independent. Forgive me.. *************************************** 12:10 p.m. - 2004-03-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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