arttistic's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- bitten I have learned that mistakes do not necessarily make you an idiot. I�ve sobered only after 4 years of working. I have learned that no matter how hard you work, you�re still working for somebody else and I have learned how to take things easy. I have learned that being smart and honest are what really count. My partner once told me (during pre-courting days), I have the ingredients of being successful. I just wonder if I still have the same quality today. My bosses believe in me. How far? I have no idea. Being a manager now doesn�t mean you�re successful though not many big companies set forth a 26-year-old to carry the responsibilities since a year ago. Had I been really following my dreams, I would have set the world on fire. But I�ve sobered, remember? No matter how screwed up I've been at work sometimes, I tried not to care less. Treating it merely as job. Nothing else, nothing more. xoxoxoxoxoxoxox I keep seeing the name imprinted on the card in my head. It hangs on the car mirror when I was in Terengganu. I feel like the biggest intruder in my life. How can I compete with that? How could I? She�s other woman in his life. Reality emerged slowly and painfully. I have no idea if my shoe really fits this time. This is the gadjillionth time that I have felt out of place and not belong anywhere. 2:21 p.m. - 2005-01-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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